﻿<?xml version="1.0" encoding="utf-8"?><rss version="2.0"><channel><title>Rain's Xanga</title><link>http://rain.xanga.com/</link><description>Latest Xanga weblog from Rain</description><language>en</language><ttl>60</ttl><image><title>The Weblog Community</title><url>http://s.xanga.com/images/xangalogobutton.gif</url><link>http://rain.xanga.com/</link></image><item><title>Tuesday, June 16, 2009</title><link>http://rain.xanga.com/704831569/item/</link><guid>http://rain.xanga.com/704831569/item/</guid><pubDate>Tue, 16 Jun 2009 20:17:41 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;span style="font-style: italic; font-family: Georgia;"&gt;Knowledge is short lived without health.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="font-style: italic;"&gt;&lt;br style="font-style: italic;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; font-family: Avant Garde;"&gt;Not every solution is a compromise.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="font-style: italic;"&gt;&lt;br style="font-style: italic;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; font-family: Helvetica;"&gt;Live as though you control your actions; plan as though you cannot.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Verdana;"&gt;Theory without practice is deaf; practice without theory is blind.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt; </description><comments>http://rain.xanga.com/704831569/item/#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Friday, February 27, 2009</title><link>http://rain.xanga.com/694018455/item/</link><guid>http://rain.xanga.com/694018455/item/</guid><pubDate>Fri, 27 Feb 2009 04:51:43 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;p&gt;Finally, someone I can relate to on the issue of file sharing!&amp;nbsp; And one who knows more than myself about it, to boot...&lt;br&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;According to Per Sundin, CEO of Universal Music, the decline in
music revenues in the past 8 years can be fully attributed to (read: &lt;a href="http://torrentfreak.com/the-pirate-bay-trial-day-8-090225/" _base_href="http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/Torrentfreak/~3/UZQzEE0E46U/"&gt;blamed on&lt;/a&gt;)
illegal file sharing. If this were actually true, many of us might even
respect his decision to go after pirates as fiercely as the music
industry is doing right now. However, the past 8 years have seen a lot
more changes in the landscape of home entertainment than Per Sundin
would like to admit, and some of those changes have had a massive
impact on music profitability &amp;#8212; much more so than any amount of piracy.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Let us refresh our memories and take a look at what &lt;em&gt;actually&lt;/em&gt; happened during and just before the past 8 years:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;1. First, the explosive rise of computer and console gaming. This
competitive &amp;#8216;third element&amp;#8217; has appeared in the entertainment
landscape, beaten both music and movies to the curb and taken a huge
cut out of the music industry&amp;#8217;s revenues. Consumers don&amp;#8217;t have
infinitely-deep pockets, and billions of &amp;#8216;recreation dollars&amp;#8217; that used
to go almost exclusively to music, are now going into gaming.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;2. International trade agreements have allowed consumers to buy
their music across borders, rather than accepting local prices on music
based on the &amp;#8216;relative wealth&amp;#8217; of nations, rather than the actual value
of the product.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;3. New forms of distributable media, most notably MP3s but also CDs,
have become mainstream. These new media don&amp;#8217;t degrade over time and
rarely break at all, making music rebuys a thing of the past, and
allowing the second-hand market for music to thrive and expand - both
of which take a cut out of the music industry&amp;#8217;s former revenues.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;4. Radical technological innovation has taken place in the field of
music creation, processing, mixing, and mastering. Recording hardware,
CD burners, music software, and media encoders have evolved to the
point where most artists can actually afford decent-quality equipment
to do their own recording and producing. Furthermore, this has fostered
literally thousands of smaller, specialized studios that are
challenging the &amp;#8216;Big 4&amp;#8242; with lower prices, better terms for artists,
genre-specific expertise, etc. Successful artists can now leave the big
labels and start their own recording outfits on relatively modest
budgets. Naturally, super stars like The Beatles or Frank Sinatra have
always had this option, but the recent technological advances have
lowered the bar drastically. This development is depriving the &amp;#8216;Big 4&amp;#8242;
of many of their former cash cows, who now use the major labels for
their advertising and distribution infrastructure alone.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;5. The World Wide Web has become an omnipresent force in the world,
allowing cheap, end-to-end distribution of digital music, increasingly
cutting out the corporate music distributors, who deal in trucks and CD
covers, rather than bytes and bandwidth. With iTunes leading the way
(very successfully &amp;#8216;competing with free&amp;#8217;, I might add), billions of
songs are now purchased digitally rather than physically, no longer
necessitating the big labels&amp;#8217; distribution networks.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;6. The total number of radio stations, music television networks and
other &amp;#8217;streaming&amp;#8217; sources of music has grown exponentially, giving
music fans a huge selection of free (and legal) music options.
Satellite radio, DAB, and internet radio broadcasts have made it
trivial for consumers to simply tune into a channel broadcasting the
exact sub-genre of music that they feel like listening to (they can
even have a stream created for them dynamically, e.g. on Pandora),
making the *purchase* of music entirely optional for the casual
listener.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;7. A massive selection of entertainment alternatives (home
computing, console gaming, mobile devices, etc.) have appeared in the
home, effectively marginalizing music as an activity. 15-20 years ago,
youths would regularly visit each other just to listen to music
together; today, that is virtually unthinkable without some form of
activity involved, such as playing Guitar Hero or Rock Band, or dancing
at a concert.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;8. And finally, the music industry itself has embraced the
opportunities of digital media, at last letting consumers buy *single*
tracks at a time rather than forcing entire albums full of &amp;#8216;fillers&amp;#8217; on
them. Looking at the RIAA&amp;#8217;s own sales figures for the past 10 years,
there is a *direct* correlation between the break-off in album sales
and the introduction and increase in single track digital sales.
Looking at the actual numbers, it is abundantly clear that the vast
majority of consumers never wanted to buy full albums in the first
place, but were merely forced to by the lack of affordable single-track
media. Now that the digital revolution has arrived, countless millions
of 16-track album sales are being turned into 1- or 2-track sales,
*decimating* the former revenues on music. THIS is the real reason why
the music industry is hurting.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;In other words: The &amp;#8220;it&amp;#8217;s common sense&amp;#8221; argument that the music
industry is peddling in their attempt to tie the declining revenues to
piracy, simply doesn&amp;#8217;t hold. It is not as clear-cut as the industry
believes; the true reason for the decline is something they are still
unwilling to face, but will have to face sooner or later:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;The fact is that the music industry&amp;#8217;s revenues have been
artificially inflated for decades because of limited consumer options.
The last 15 years of innovation have lifted those limitations,
effectively leaving the music industry with an obsolete, defective
business model of monopolized production technology, forced album
bundling, and almost nonexistent competition in the realm of home
entertainment. What is happening now - the decline of music profits and
the piracy witch hunt by the music industry - is merely the panicked
struggle of a dying business model, a complacent industry&amp;#8217;s refusal to
accept its diminishing role in a digital world. The pirates are not the
reason, and the decline is the not the disease. It is the cure.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;This is a guest post by &lt;a href="http://www.signtific.org/en/users/jens-roland" _base_href="http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/Torrentfreak/~3/UZQzEE0E46U/"&gt;Jens Roland&lt;/a&gt;.
Jens is a computer scientist by training, but a technology forecaster
by trade. He has worked at international think tanks as a consultant
and researcher in emerging technologies and has written more than 300
articles and a book on the subject.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt; </description><comments>http://rain.xanga.com/694018455/item/#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Prison Tycoon</title><link>http://rain.xanga.com/678314218/prison-tycoon/</link><guid>http://rain.xanga.com/678314218/prison-tycoon/</guid><pubDate>Tue, 14 Oct 2008 14:42:48 GMT</pubDate><description>I wish that I was kidding, or that this game was meant to be a parody, but unfortunately it is exactly as it appears.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Prison_Tycoon"&gt;Wikipedia article here.&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yes, this is part of the "Tycoon" series, such as RollerCoaster Tycoon, Zoo Tycoon, and Railroad Tycoon.  It is currently on the fourth iteration.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And yes, this game invites you to please cops until they are content, keep prisoners "in check", and make millions of dollars doing it as you build up your prison empire.  I could not play it for more than 15 minutes due to sheer revulsion at what the game wanted me to relish in.  Newer editions are supposedly attempting to simulate maximum security prisons and 'secret' government prisons.  Sounds like the beginnings of a SimCity for Ayn Rand inspired sociopaths.&lt;br /&gt;</description><comments>http://rain.xanga.com/678314218/prison-tycoon/#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Tuesday, May 30, 2006</title><link>http://rain.xanga.com/490905176/item/</link><guid>http://rain.xanga.com/490905176/item/</guid><pubDate>Tue, 30 May 2006 13:46:48 GMT</pubDate><description>Kick ass:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href="http://dancedancerevolutionary.org/" target="_new"&gt;http://dancedancerevolutionary.org/&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt; </description><comments>http://rain.xanga.com/490905176/item/#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Friday, April 21, 2006</title><link>http://rain.xanga.com/475286225/item/</link><guid>http://rain.xanga.com/475286225/item/</guid><pubDate>Fri, 21 Apr 2006 14:59:25 GMT</pubDate><description>I have started a personal weblog to catalogue my feelings and ideas: &lt;a href="http://theturtle.livejournal.com" target="_new"&gt;theturtle.livejournal.com&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;This journal will still be used for my studies, research and work, which hopefully will become something worth talking about shortly.&lt;br&gt; </description><comments>http://rain.xanga.com/475286225/item/#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Friday, April 14, 2006</title><link>http://rain.xanga.com/472209561/item/</link><guid>http://rain.xanga.com/472209561/item/</guid><pubDate>Fri, 14 Apr 2006 15:05:49 GMT</pubDate><description>I am going to be taking an indefinite hiatus from Xanga until I have something profitable to say again.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hopefully I will be prepared to return soon, but until then, here is a list of news and information sources that I find useful:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Political News&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a target="_new" href="http://www.axisofjustice.org"&gt;www.axisofjustice.org&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a target="_new" href="http://www.worldnews.com"&gt;www.worldnews.com&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a target="_new" href="http://www.wikinews.org"&gt;www.wikinews.org&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a target="_new" href="http://www.zmag.org"&gt;www.zmag.org&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a target="_new" href="http://www.infoshop.org"&gt;www.infoshop.org&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a target="_new" href="http://www.veganporn.com"&gt;www.veganporn.com&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a target="_new" href="http://www.csmonitor.com"&gt;www.csmonitor.com&lt;/a&gt; (called Christian Science Monitor because it is published by a church, but do not be fooled: this is one of the most intelligent news sources in English)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a target="_new" href="http://www.cnn.com"&gt;www.cnn.com&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a target="_new" href="http://www.disinfo.com"&gt;www.disinfo.com&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Science News&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a target="_new" href="http://www.physlink.com"&gt;www.physlink.com&lt;/a&gt; (physics)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a target="_new" href="http://www.biologynews.net"&gt;www.biologynews.net&lt;/a&gt; (biology)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a target="_new" href="http://pubs.acs.org/cen"&gt;pubs.acs.org/cen&lt;/a&gt; (chemistry)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a target="_new" href="http://www.brainconnection.com"&gt;www.brainconnection.com&lt;/a&gt; (neuroscience)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a target="_new" href="http://anthropology.tamu.edu/news.htm"&gt;anthropology.tamu.edu/news.htm&lt;/a&gt; (anthropology)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a target="_new" href="http://www.pbs.org/wgbh/nova"&gt;www.pbs.org/wgbh/nova&lt;/a&gt; (general science + tons of free documentaries)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a target="_new" href="http://sciencenow.sciencemag.org"&gt;sciencenow.sciencemag.org&lt;/a&gt;( more general science)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a target="_new" href="http://www.nature.com"&gt;www.nature.com&lt;/a&gt; (general science news for those who actually want to understand)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Technology News&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a target="_new" href="http://www.slashdot.org"&gt;www.slashdot.org&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a target="_new" href="http://www.gamespot.com"&gt;www.gamespot.com&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Music News&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a target="_new" href="http://www.allmusic.com"&gt;www.allmusic.com &lt;/a&gt;(latest releases and reviews)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a target="_new" href="http://www.allaboutjazz.com"&gt;www.allaboutjazz.com &lt;/a&gt;(jazz)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a target="_new" href="http://www.downhillbattle.org"&gt;www.downhillbattle.org&lt;/a&gt; (music activism)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a target="_new" href="http://www.sadreminders.com"&gt;www.sadreminders.com&lt;/a&gt; (Red House Painters, Sun Kil Moon)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a target="_new" href="http://www.greenplastic.com"&gt;www.greenplastic.com&lt;/a&gt; (Radiohead)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a target="_new" href="http://www.kornunleashed.net"&gt;www.kornunleashed.net&lt;/a&gt; (Korn)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Information Sources:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a target="_new" href="http://www.wikipedia.org"&gt;www.wikipedia.org&lt;/a&gt; (the most useful information source on the internet)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a target="_new" href="http://www.axisofjustice.org"&gt;www.axisofjustice.org&lt;/a&gt; (political book, music, and movie recommendations)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a target="_new" href="http://www.zmag.org"&gt;www.zmag.org&lt;/a&gt; (the most relevant leftist site on the net)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a target="_new" href="http://www.marxists.org"&gt;www.marxists.org&lt;/a&gt; (not just for marxists! insightful collection of texts)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a target="_new" href="http://www.libcom.org"&gt;www.libcom.org&lt;/a&gt; (libertarian socialist news and information; note the godlike library)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a target="_new" href="http://web.austin.utexas.edu/wlh/index.cfm"&gt;http://web.austin.utexas.edu/wlh/index.cfm&lt;/a&gt; (tons of free college level textbooks and tutorials)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anti-news (but still useful for studying contemporary information distortion):&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a target="_new" href="http://www.foxnews.com"&gt;www.foxnews.com&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;acronym target="_new" title="Santana - Oye Como Va"&gt;&lt;i&gt;Oye como va&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/acronym&gt;&lt;br /&gt; </description><comments>http://rain.xanga.com/472209561/item/#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Monday, April 10, 2006</title><link>http://rain.xanga.com/470480173/item/</link><guid>http://rain.xanga.com/470480173/item/</guid><pubDate>Mon, 10 Apr 2006 18:18:09 GMT</pubDate><description>We have mourned the deaths in Iraq, the deletion of species in the
Pacific, the melting of the icebergs in the north, the weakening of a
still fledgling democracy in the U.S., and the death of farmers
awaiting the fruit of their revolution in China.&amp;nbsp; Any attempts
towards a socialist paradigm have at least superficially been
deflected, giving many a leftward leaning individual the feeling that we are at a loss to
accomplish our goals.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
In reality, our goals are being accomplished worldwide, every moment of
the day.&amp;nbsp; Despite attempts by most Western media to put the French
worker's rights movement in a coat of black, &lt;a href="http://www.iht.com/articles/2006/04/10/news/france.php" target="_new"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;the workers have won&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;
with the aid of dedicated students.&amp;nbsp; The students, equipped with
the power of education, were able to help mobilize and aid the sheer
overwhelming numbers of workers to ensure that some of the largest
protests ever witnessed in the world would be heard with great
effect.&amp;nbsp; The law they were protesting was techinically already
passed, but no longer does it exist.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
It is no surprise that most U.S. citizens are unaware that Texas was
originally a part of Mexico, only becoming U.S. territory after our
forceful takeover that resulted in&amp;nbsp; needless deaths as many
fleeing Mexicans succumbed to dehydration and starvation making their
way across the harsh terrain between Mexico and Texas.&amp;nbsp; Perhaps
even less surprising is how those who are aware of such facts believe
they are irrelevant to the current debate on illegal immigration.&amp;nbsp;
They act as though debts long unpayed are no longer due; as though
killing grandparents should garner no retribution from
grandchildren.&amp;nbsp; This disgusting trend of forgetting history and
pretending only the past decade exists is a strong part of American
political culture that has allowed the American Empire to continue its
dominance without recognition from its citizenry.&amp;nbsp; Anyone who
thinks otherwise is quickly nammed a crackpot conspirator without so
much as a need to glance at history.&amp;nbsp; Japanese labor camps in
America during WWII?&amp;nbsp; Never.&amp;nbsp; Chinese miners dying to give us
our precious rocks?&amp;nbsp; Not in our well combed history books.&amp;nbsp;
Cuban immigrants tossed into poverty and malnutrition due to U.S.
economic isolation of Cuba?&amp;nbsp; It is not our fault what we do to the
people of our enemy.&amp;nbsp; Went to South Korea and Vietnman for no
reason whatsoever?&amp;nbsp; Well, politics is for politicians, and eating
McDonalds is for U.S. citizens.&amp;nbsp; Sometimes is seems as though our
political culture sincerely believes that its amnesia can last
forever.&amp;nbsp; Remember those proud announcements of the end of history
as we know it with the coming of the New World Order?&amp;nbsp; &lt;a href="http://www.cnn.com/2006/POLITICS/04/10/immigration/index.html" target="_new"&gt;Well, the times they are a changin'.&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
And perhaps the most stellar of all left victories in the past few
years, the slow but sure build up of a third animal rights
movement.&amp;nbsp; When a &lt;a href="http://www.guardian.co.uk/animalrights/" target="_new"&gt;mainstream&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.guardian.co.uk/animalrights/" target="_new"&gt; news organization&lt;/a&gt;
begins holding special sections just for animal rights related
information, you know that something is a bit different from
before.&amp;nbsp; The use of the internet to increase access to normally
obscure information which is necessay to understand the plight of
animals has resulted in such heated debates as those on &lt;a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Talk:Animal_rights" target="_new"&gt;Wikipedia&lt;/a&gt;
and forums across the web.&amp;nbsp; Considering how originally animals
rights was a subject you laughed at in middle school around the time
that you learned to laugh at homosexuals and the non-religious and then
cast out all such things from permanently from your mind, I think
that we are beginning to see an all too familiar pattern with regards
to the evolution of movements.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
Now is not the time to mourn, but to step outside and wonder aloud: who will be
the ones to charge that final hill and see these demands
passed into our culture permanently?&amp;nbsp; It could be us, if we would only lift ourselves up and make the movement.&lt;br&gt;
</description><comments>http://rain.xanga.com/470480173/item/#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Tuesday, April 04, 2006</title><link>http://rain.xanga.com/467711155/item/</link><guid>http://rain.xanga.com/467711155/item/</guid><pubDate>Tue, 04 Apr 2006 15:52:11 GMT</pubDate><description>I often used to look at people's computer desktop backgrounds and think to myself, "Where the hell do they get such beautiful images from?"&amp;nbsp; Well, no longer, for I have discovered the very &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;vault &lt;/span&gt;from which all beautiful pictures originate.&amp;nbsp; And, unsurprisingly, this treasure trove is located at &lt;a href="http://www.wikipedia.org" target="_new"&gt;Wikipedia&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Go here and view the images that wikipedians have selected as the 'best of' in the wiki archives.&amp;nbsp; I gurantee that you'll find at least a few you like, especially if you enjoy images ranging from the atmoic scale to the cosmological scale.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;This is the link to the &lt;a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Featured_desktop_backgrounds" target="_new"&gt;Wikipedia 'best of' desktop image collection&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Here is a link to the section of &lt;a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wikipedia:Featured_pictures" target="_new"&gt;Wikipedia featured images&lt;/a&gt;, many of which can be used as desktop backgrounds to fantastic effect.&lt;br&gt; </description><comments>http://rain.xanga.com/467711155/item/#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Saturday, April 01, 2006</title><link>http://rain.xanga.com/466436168/item/</link><guid>http://rain.xanga.com/466436168/item/</guid><pubDate>Sat, 01 Apr 2006 22:47:18 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;center&gt;
&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt; My heart is filled with joy when I see you here, as the brooks
fill with water when the snows melt in the spring, and I feel glad as
the ponies do when the fresh grass starts in the beginning of the year.
&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt; I heard of your coming when I was many sleeps away,
and I made but a few camps before I met you. I knew that you had come
to do good to me and my people. I looked for the benefits which would
last forever, and so my face shines with joy as I look upon you.
&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;
&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt; My people have never first drawn a bow or fired a gun against
the whites. There has been trouble on the line between us, and my young
men have danced the war dance, but it was not begun by us.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;

&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt;     It was you who sent out the first soldier, and it was we who sent out the second.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt;
Two years ago, I came upon this road following the buffalo, that my
wives and children might have their cheeks plump and their bodies warm.
But the soldiers fired on us, and since that time there has been a
noise like that of a thunderstorm, and we have not known which way to
go. &lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt; So it was upon the Canadian.
   &lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;
&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt; Nor have we been made to cry once alone. The blue dressed
soldiers and the Utes came from out of the night when it was dark and
still, and for campfires, they lit our lodges. Instead of hunting game,
they killed my braves and the warriors of the tribe cut short their
hair for the dead. &lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;
&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt; So it was in Texas. 
&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;
&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt; They made sorrow come into our camps, and we went out like
buffalo bulls when the cows are attacked. When we found them we killed
them, and their scalps hang in our lodges. &lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;

&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt; The Comanches are not weak and blind like the pups of a dog when
seven sleeps old. They are strong and farsighted like grown horses. We
took their road and went on it. The white women cried, and our women
laughed.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt; But there are things which you have said
to me which I did not like. They were not sweet like sugar, but bitter
like gourds. You said that you wanted to put us on a reservation, to
build us houses, and to make us Medicine Lodges. &lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;
&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt; I do not want them. &lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;

&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt; I was born upon the prairie where the wind blew free, and there
was nothing to break the light of the sun. I was born where there were
no enclosures, and where everything drew free breath. I want to die
there, and not within walls. &lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt; I know every stream
and every wood between the Rio Grande and the Arkansas. I have hunted
and lived over the country. I lived like my fathers before me, and like
them I lived happily. &lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;

&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt; When I was at Washington, the Great White Father told me that
all the Comanche land was ours, and that no one should hinder us in
living upon it. So why do you ask us to leave the rivers, and the sun,
and the wind, and live in houses? &lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt; Do not ask us to give up the buffalo for the
sheep. The young men have heard talk of this, and it has made them sad
and angry. Do not speak of it no more.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt;  I love to carry out the talk I get from the Great White Father.
&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;
&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt; When I get good and presents, I and my people feel glad, since
it shows us that he holds us in his eye. If the Texans had kept out of
my country, there might have been peace. But that which you say we must
live on is too small. &lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;

&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt; The Texans have taken away the places where the grass grew the
thickest and the timber was best. Had we kept that, we might have done
this thing you ask. But it is too late.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt;  The white man has the country we loved and we only wish to wander on the prairie until we die. 
&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;
&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt; Any good thing you say to me shall not be forgotten. I shall
carry it as near to my heart as my children, and it shall be as often
on my tongue as the name of the Great Spirit.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt; I
want no blood upon my land to stain the grass. I want it all clean and
pure, and I wish it so, that all who go through among my people may
find peace when they come in, and leave it when they go out.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;p&gt;

&lt;/p&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt; Paruasemena &lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/center&gt;
&lt;center&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt; Yamparika Paraiboo&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;- Chief Ten Bears -&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/center&gt; &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Many of those I have met in my life have all but forgotten what happened to the people that Christopher Columbus found, that the Pilgrims found, that Europe found.  Then there are others who feel we have paid them back by giving them reservations, plots of land that they can still call their own.  But what love is there in stealing the loaf and giving back the crumbs?  On caging the mouse and giving it solace by not killing it; letting it live with walls at every turn?  I am not angry at my skin color because this is not about pigments.  Reading this line by Chief Ten Bears, I realize that I am angry because such a beautiful people were crushed, caged, and scrap fed, all in the name of bearing civilization and shiny rocks.  I am angry because we are still doing this today in Iraq, Cuba, Afghanistan, China, India, Russia, and most of the modern world.  And we are still doing it thinking that we bring civilization, that we are God's people and we can only do good.  What use is history if you will not learn from it?</description><comments>http://rain.xanga.com/466436168/item/#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Sunday, March 26, 2006</title><link>http://rain.xanga.com/463543750/item/</link><guid>http://rain.xanga.com/463543750/item/</guid><pubDate>Sun, 26 Mar 2006 19:31:08 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;i&gt;If you think you are too small to make a difference, try sleeping in a closed room with a mosquito.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- African Proverb</description><comments>http://rain.xanga.com/463543750/item/#firstcomment</comments></item></channel></rss>